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Cake day: March 26th, 2026

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  • Well for starters, last time I literally posted myself fucking a blanket from an angle so people could specifically see what they could not, and accidentaly made some sounds I was ironicaly trying not to.

    I once covered myself in my own saliva, and rubbed myself raw. I would just simulate being tasted and chewed and imagine myself as really tasty, so I would squish myself quite a bit. I love the rough surface of my fur blanket as well.

    I finally get to use Earbuds and just listen to different kinds of sounds of moaning, effort, surfaces rubbing. Stuff I don’t get to do. I once really knew no one was around, and let myself go WILD, made some sounds, I just enjoyed standing up proud, in the open, just appreciating my own body. I cummed in a pot with a plant in it, and burried the evidence.


  • Strangely, no one. The bosses daughter is hot (and older than me, don’t get ideas), but intimidating as fuck with how she treats me like a child. I don’t really have that kind of relationship with friends.

    Co-worker is engaged and has a kid, unfuckable in my eyes (I have standards). Like, maybe if I squint and lower my standards?

    There’s like an 18 year old that admitted she has a dirty mind, fuck no, not touching her for multiple reasons. 1: she is disabled, 2: got a really special relationship (pretty much friend zone from my perspective and probably hers too). 3: Above mentioned standard (at least 22+, that’s low too but I should not be picky). The rest of the women I know are all married, or have a similar relationship. Some I could in theory fuck, and would consider, but don’t want to think about even right now.

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    A dude friend of mine actually fucking admitted his thoughts randomly drift to me when he does fetishy stuff and felt the need to get that off his chest. I had trouble reading through the whole thing, and holy shit, hard not to be a bit flustered when getting described in such a way.

    I was thinking "Oh ok, so he isbactually- oh geez, oh fuck. Did I break him?"I just replied “seen it coming”. Then said more when I had time. I basically said some see it as creepy, but I appreciate the honesty and it is fine.

    I can’t describe the frustration of 2 things: he got the horny for me more than once, and I’m at fault for this position of his with the way I behave. I wish he would just go get laid. I do allow guys as well to use materials they find of me and satisfy themselves in any way they wish (it is a bit flattering too), but I can’t bring myself to actively make porn of myself for, and pleasure a guy. He only left and trusts me in his server, and I just can only watch as he collects porn and argue over it.

    The other frustrating thing is: there’s a horny friend right there! I could take well care of them, but well, I thought about it before, and guys are just…I don’t feel attracted to guys, I’d hurt myself mentaly and if I just send pictures and post things for his enjoyment, it would be rather one-sided, he would feel it, and it would suck.

    I discussed ERP (he does a lot of Pokeporn), he said that unless it’s like an OC that is a direct avatar/representation of a person, that just does not have the same personality/spice of that person. I would be willing to ERP, but obviously, it’s not quite what either of us want.

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    As for Lemmy users, several are interesting, but you can’t really fuck someone over a wire. ERP/sexting is neat, but it is not the same, and not the same as meeting and “taking special care” of a friend that was not just there to fuck you for the sake of fucking you. I want to ponder to other’s desires, not just pump them full of cum and dump them.

    I want them to melt in my arms, and feel like they are in heaven. I want to experiment non-seriously, and mess sround. To find out what REALLY turns them on, to make beg for more.

    I’m like a horny ferret right now, but one that would plant kisses on and worship someone.

    Strange for a guy, I know.