I understand it’s probably related to aging and finding certain elements more attractive within your age range.
Personally as a young man I loved the perfect round C cup tits that were mostly fake (nothing wrong with that) or the natural counterpart. As I’ve aged I’ve grown quite fond of tits that have a nice natural hang. This now has me admiring so many more tits than before. Thank you for all the replies.

I have always enjoyed small ones. However, if I am in love, any shape or size are the best. However, after my divorce from a long term emotionally draining marriage, not so great things have happened, and I honestly have no idea what I would enjoy. O_o.
What is it about smaller ones that draw you in? Also, you’re absolutely right, if you love someone they become more attractive in so many ways. Lastly, I’m sorry to hear your feeling lost. Seems reasonable considering. I hope you can find your way. Take care.
Made my skin crawl, thinking about it. Definittly been through a lot. But for the most part a mouthful, perfect grippies for my small/medium sized hands. Plus, I really like standing positions, one of the few kinks I was allowed to eperiment with, heh. And reaching around for a smaller bud is much nicer for positioning than the larger ones.
My man. I hope you can find a partner that appreciates your needs. Your reasoning makes total sense. What is it about standing positions that intrigue you?
Oh that’s an easy one. First and foremost, I’m an assman. I like a gal’s rear up against me. I like the feel of it. I like the look of it (Again, in love, any shape, any size is awesome, but imaginary, a tiny little bum is my desire, heh). That, and, and, and, there’s so much you can do with your hands that’s, oddly enough, rather cumbersome face to face and laying down. Plus, before I let my teeth get pulled (Bad marriage, not because I didn’t take care of them), I tried a few things from watching cats, and biting the neck really got my ex going. Would have been interesting to try it with someone who actually liked being with me, heh.
The ass is a must. Sorry to hear about the shit marriage. Happy to hear that you’ve found your inner animal.