Yeah you’re gonna want to deal with that. I recommend also experimenting with various issues with your self image there. It’s worth the effort to figure out a way to feel attractive/good looking.
And tbh as a lesbian while men are a total turn off (especially the smell), I can still see what people find attractive in them and can recognize when a man is very good looking. It’s just that I still don’t want anything to do with him sexually. I’m gay not blind.
Sounds like body dysphoria. Have you considered that you might be trans?
Yep, I’m open-minded.
The answer is, I don’t know because I’m dissociating.
Yeah you’re gonna want to deal with that. I recommend also experimenting with various issues with your self image there. It’s worth the effort to figure out a way to feel attractive/good looking.
And tbh as a lesbian while men are a total turn off (especially the smell), I can still see what people find attractive in them and can recognize when a man is very good looking. It’s just that I still don’t want anything to do with him sexually. I’m gay not blind.