Oh dear. Yeah nah I’m not trying to tell you to buck up, god forbid because that sounds like hell itself. The only point I would want to make to you is not to confuse your pain and suffering with the fate of humanity. I love or hate humans depending on my mood too, that’s not just you.

The way it’s supposed to work in society is I’m looking after anyone like you and you’re doing whatever you’re up for doing. Weaving, or art maybe… It doesn’t matter.

Life used to be simpler than everything we’ve created, but it’s hard to have hope in a society where we’re not part of a common endeavour. Being alienated from that labour erodes society as surely as anything.

We’re a tough species and we can shoulder a lot of hardship when we think it will matter someday. The current system does everything it can to keep you from feeling like that. Caring about the future is the enemy of short term profits, right?

Sorry for throwing in the political stuff, it’s just a load-bearing piece of worldview that I’m trying to clarify. I hope you find a place in a community that values you, and if there’s anything I can do to help, let me know?