No, that’s just a part of your brain that’s designed to notice the difference between a tiger in the grass and the wind blowing it, and you are ruled by that animalistic impulse in you because you have yet to perceive n undo the karmic fetters that bind one to the existence-illusion complex.
In other words, you’re noticing that [You] have been targeted. This means two things:
A) There is someone/business/alien egregoric complex/God/FBI that has predicted you, and
B) You are completely predictable.
Congratulations archetype number 26, that’s who YOU are, that identity framework that entraps you in the police state as man learned to play against man quite long ago, as we engineered our culture in the occident to control those people who cannot think for themselves whilst simultaneously guiding those waking up to the matrix into the occult, which is a word that just means “hidden.”
You grow in Eden until you learn the truth of good and evil, and that they is great complexity in the grey areas of the world, and what is more good than just good is skillful good and evil, to mean “cop,” cuz you live in a police state and the game being played is being playing against the younger ones, who know not that God is a unified field of consciousness that arose from the supersymmetry of the ever-present, eternal emptiness to then fold in and on Itself across eleven dimensions to form a topological matrix that acts as a monadic nodal communication system, which is really super self-evident, but I don’t know a dang thing; no pill all the way, as I realized when I was given that ancient test that it was a trick question to determine whether I trusted authority or not, so I followed God in Faith and I gained Knowledge that way, and this is the idea of the feather in Super Mario World, where you oscillate between up n down to go ever up.
The PRIMARY reason Elon Musk is ALLOWED to hold that much nonexistent money is because the alt-right pipeline starts in middle school, where kids are starting to form their own identities, and having the biggest autistic tech bro HOLD the most money INFLUENCES the youth - primarily unsocialized boys - thus resulting in this swath of a demographic positively influenced by Musk to consciously and unconsciously choose to go into STEM, thus ensuring the next generation of Americans has enough XYZ workers as They predict They will need in ten years. That what it means when your culture is engineered; we create multiple pipelines to get boys to do the work to become men, cuz the girls generally know what to do BUT THERE ARE EXCEPTIONS ACROSS AXISES!